hye
we are here again
still in Ramadhan
alhamdulillah
macam orang tahu
entry tu utk dibaca
so that's why am always post everything about myself as general as possible
ehm
i'm tired
aku selalu keliru
sebab cerita2 aku dgr
semua benda kat sekeliling seakan mengelirukan
walau orang x boleh nak lihat
aku nie macam duduk kat tengah2
nak buat baik salah
buat jahat pun salah
kadang orang xpeduli pun
being the only girl in the family or anything relating to it
it aint that easy i bet
who says it's easy?
cam .... what ever
kadang bila rasa nak marah sebab i didnt get what i want
benda yg naik adalah cerita yg akan buat aku rasa
aku patut bersyukur dengan apa yg aku ada
tapi bila dia tertindas
aku rasa dia manusia paling kejam
aku rasa macam
~ mana satu nak percaya?
dulu kata
~ dia tu macam ni macam tu ~
~ x baik salahkan dia ~
tp bila kau marah kat dia
caci maki semua keluar
which side should i believe?
kadang2 aku hanya membiarkan sahaja
malas nak mendengar
satu habit aku
~ DGR LAGU KUAT2 SMPAI X DGR APA ORG KELILING CKP ~
bila aku tension or aku malas nak diganggu
aku buat macam tuh
err , normal kot :P
and other thing is
aku seakan mampu diam jer bila orang tuduh kita buat something that we did't do
but at the same time
masa dia marah kita tuh
dia x tnya pun
dia xtgk pun
apa yg kita buat , apa yg kita alami
i shouldnt blame others
but
~ sigh
" AM GOOD AT FAKING MY SMILES ,
MY WORDS , MY ACTIONS ,
BUT ONCE AM CRYING , AM NOT LYING "
people would say that am a happy person
well i do
honestly am not like that much at home
am more to serious side
*kot
haha
tapi
aku bnyk pendam most things sendiri laa
i don't have much options
i don't want to burden others
so i just let everything be
luckily i have wonderful people around
so much am blaming others around ...
so much am blaming myself in ...
am so HAPPY that the're always chances around which could make me smile
am so weird
am I?
haha
aku masih belajar lagi laa macam mana nak handle things
am not that good at things
yeah
that's the simplest word to describe kot
ntah
btw
hari nie aku demam
dari semalam aku sakit actually
tapi aku xgitau sape2 pun kecuali 2 orang ni
semalam aku xley tido
trying hard for 4 hours to sleep
then i slept at 1 am and above
mula2 ingat sakit biasa2 jer
pagi tu macam ok laa
pastu start tgh hari
its getting WORST
i couldnt get up
kepala rasa berat sangat
memang aku x keluar bilik
and xde sape pun dalam rumah tu yg tau aku demam
sampailaa aku keluar nak solat
tu pon aku cakap camtu2 jer
hmm
doakan aku cepat baik ea :)
thanks for those who always stay behind me
thanks for everything
my family
friends
well
EVERYBODY
and maaf juga sebab manusia ini
tak pernah lari dari melakukan kesilapan
have a good day
^_^