Moving to new roles

Greetings

Haven't write for so long

Talking has been what I do daily, I meant, work-wise

So yeah - writing hasn't done its justice to me :P

Anyway

4th month of the year

I am now assigned to new roles within the department

Hearing that I at first supposed to get one new role

but now its two

and both are with different systems

whilst - I need to handover my current role

which involved one whole different system

Well

Learning has been good

I supposed

seniors at my place told me that shows people trust me to such responsibilities

should take it that way

I spoke to my new superiors

Truth is, transition time given was pretty short for me

Thank God they understand that it tbh is tough to grab all at once
I know I can do it!

I tire myself out (which I admit :P)

Some voices their worries that I work too hard

Moving on from above paragraphs

I truly admit

I experience stress

which I am now trying to learn how to manage and control it

Rather

I realized it pretty late

not until I get insomnia (sometimes) and bad headache (most times)

for overthinking and too tired

For then

I heard that people told me that I dont act myself

I am now become more quiet

and of course look stress

lmao

my stories are basically to tell me that

I should enjoy what I do

Well apparently I do enjoy it

just, too many works

and now I should learn how to manage 

to do BETTER

Also

I think I forget to think about something

whilst worrying about things that I wrote

MYSELF

New Year Resolutions (?)

I will start with how I still find myself at ease when I listen to her speech

A 4 years old girl made her way to my heart

Thanks little girl

Moving on to new year resolutions

as what this cute little girl said

we should go easy to ourselves

which I actually forget to think of that point

(or more on a point that I don't even realize that I am a year older >_<)

I have to tell this that my job now has so many expectations

and I think I worked myself too much

to one point that I find myself as workaholic

The surroundings and culture don't shine myself much

though I enjoyed meeting so many great people

To one point, I squeezed myself to learn and grab everything

which of course part of the things that I should pursue as a beginner

As I have so many on my plate

People will of course suggest that I do a to-do-list

which I did

and it never fully fulfilled

because of so many ad hoc things that I have to 'suddenly' do

which sometimes I don't mind

and sometimes I did

I don't deny that I learnt so many things

at a point, what I hate is me forgetting about myself

to enjoy my life more

and be happy with what I do

also - be grateful

Guess

I will just sit again and re-organize my head

and find who I really am

and chase for dreams that I have

that

would be good as of now

Happy Growing Up everyone!