wakarimasu ka?

ouh
aku dengar lagu ni masa tulis entry 
kalau nak dgr , klik butang "play" ya :)

entry ni cuma selingan

tak tahu nak buat apa

nak cakap nanti akan sakitkan hati orang

jadi aku menulis

mungkin tak baik sangat la

asyik nak mengomel pasal benda yang tak patut

tapi saja nak tulis

kalau tak betul caranya

minta maaf lah :3

aku tahu aku memang suka bercakap

tak berhenti kadang

( hanya untuk mereka yang aku rasa aku nak bercakap la )

kadang2 ada masa aku memang tak akan bercakap langsung

kalau kau nampak aku macam takde mood nak cakap
baik kau berhenti bercakap dengan aku
kalau tak , nanti mesti kena 'jeling' (stare? ) dengan aku

kenapa tiba2 tulis pasal ni kan?
sebab ada lah tadi
aku tak tahu la nak rasa apa
ada orang minta tolong aku
untuk tnya kawan aku 
macam mana dia muat turun movie
aku cakap lah aku tak tahu
sebab aku tak tgk cerita tu sangat pun

lepas tu tadi aku tunjuk lah kat dia
ada link yang berkaitan
dah la aku nak tunjuk
( sebab aku nampak di twitter ada orang share )
( tapi aku tak la kenal sgt orang tu utk tnya )
( aku malass tnya orang sbnrnya , kbye )

lepas tu tiba2 nak marah pulak
sebab dia kata aku macam buat2 tahu 
pasal benda tu ( muat turun cerita )
sebab aku cakap xkan tiada link langsung
yang boleh digunakan.
aku pun macam -____-

kenapa nak marah aku pulak
kalau dah tau diri sendiri dah tau
tak payah la tanya orang
lepas tu nak marah2

lols
aku rasa aku cakap macam budak kecik
tapi aku tak nafikan la
aku tak suka bercakap dengan situasi macam ni
tu sebab 
kalau aku tak de mood nak cakap
aku biarkan je orang tu cakap sendiri
or kalau tak rasa nak buat orang tu awkward 
cakap sorang2
aku cakap " neh ~ " < Korean word >
maksud dia macam " okay " 

kadang aku rasa tak baik la buat orang macam tu
xpela , nanti harap aku senang nak catch up mood
bila cakap dengan orang
tak tau la macam mana
biarkan je la

macam tadi pun
aku diam je tengok dia
tapi aku cakap lah jugak
" ni yang nak marah2 dah kenapa?"
haha , dia terus diam

apa2 pun
aku nak sambung balik tengok cerita
" I hear your voice "


ja ... mata ne


#BAP1004




* hari ni aku banyak buat kerja sendiri
tak online sangat 
( updated dgn apa yg aku selalu buat )
dan hari ni aku tak bercakap sangat
haha
tak tau nak cakap apa
XP

This is BTOB

short name for Born to Beat

their fanbase name is Melody :)

btw lagu yang di atas tadi

lagu 2nd confession

( I can't resist with their cuteness , aigoo )

XP

okay

untuk sesiapa yang baca

dan dengar lagu tadi

cari la MV yang ada eng sub sekali okay? 

dan tgk sampai habis

~ angyeong ~

140209 B.A.P - Spy + 1004 [ Angel ] < Stage Comeback > First Sensibility

Hello
this is the next Comeback Stage
by B.A.P today
at Inkigayo

Today's song are SPY 
( 4th track from FIRST SENSIBILITY album )

and 1004 [ Angel ]
( 2nd track from the album - also the title song )



what happened to me was
I want to watch this live
( stream line since I dont have any channel to Korean Channel at my house )
since this song was done at the early part of the show
and the line seems so 'nice' to me
I can't get through the stream line

well its okay
because after few minutes or hours
someone uploaded it I download it straight away

at the moment when I want to update my entry
I tried to search back the video
but it says as
" this video is not available at your country "
I was like " okayyyy , luckily I have downloaded this before "

but I managed to find this video ( posted above )
so yeah
If there is anyone who want to look at it
hope you still can watch it in the future :)




Okay 
Today's performance was deabak!!!
seriously
the fanchant is really loud !!!
Babys , you sure have done a lot
YOU DID A GOOD JOB !!!!!

The style is really different
( I am sure Babys are going to love the stylist for today's performance XP )

and everything was perfect (Y)

Hope I can go to B.A.P's concert after this
B.A.P please come to Malaysiaaaaa !!!
#BAP1004

btw
this is the full song of B.A.P - SPY
with its translation :)

and for those who want to make it as a ringtone
This can be a good start to hear it
Up to you whether you want to use it or not :)
this is linked with it's download link :)

I really need to memorize that fan chant
haha

Anyway
I am so glad that B.A.P is making their comeback
and I managed to follow their paces
since I am still in my holiday
so I still can follow any updates

I can see that we both
( B.A.P and Babys )
are working really hard for this comeback

B.A.P with the whole thing
and Babys is working together to make this album up
together with the voting and encouraging each other
to support B.A.P


Let's be strong together neh ? :)

#BAP1004
#FirstSensibility
#2YearsWithBAP

The chocolate that Daehyun made :)))
[ I think , he wants to eat this alone XP ]




until next entry  <3

My first birthday present

semalam hari jadi aku yang ke 21

aku tak buat apa sangat

sebab memang selalu mcm tu pun

selalunya tak sambut

haha

tapi aku okay je

sebab mmg tak biasa buat kan

makanya , aku buat apa yang selalunya 

menjadi rutin harian

disebabkan sekarang ni cuti

komputer riba ni memang selalu ada di hadapan mata lah kan

hari ni

8 hb

teman serumah aku

( rumah sewa )

dia text aku

sebentar tadi

( beberapa puluh minit yang lepas )

dia suruh aku bukak asianfanfic

sebab ada benda pelik

( sebab dia ~ nama dia azie ~ aku panggil dia kakak ~)

letak link di dinding ( wall ) aku

jadi susah sikit nak tgk

dia letakkan apa di situ

(disebabkan aku buka di telefon bimbit)

okay

jadi aku pun buka lah

( dekat komputer riba )

lepas tu aku buka link yg di beri

lepas tu aku nampak benda ni

terus rasa nak nangis

ini berada di bahagian "foreword" cerita

ini di akhir cerita 

" Prolog" bahagian satu

aku rasa nak menangis baca cerita ni

sebab kenal watak dalam cerita ni kan

and kak azie tahu aku minat diorang

syaf _ AKTF tu nama aku di sana

kalau ada yang sudi nak baca cerita

silalah * haha / "promote" lah kunun

aku terharu sangat

sebab kak azie siap tulis cerita

sebab aku tahu nak tulis cerita bukan senang

dan dia bagi sebagai hadiah hari jadi

thank you so muchhh !!!

dan sekarang aku teringat kat diorang 

sangat2

( kak ana dan kak azie )

diorang memang roommate yang sekepala

pokok cerita

kalau diorang xde masa kat shah alam

aku tak tau aku macam mana

terima kasih sebab jaga adik yang degil ni

hehe

dan aku akan cuba jadi adik yang baik utk korang

eceh XP

( di seremban nanti pun kitorang duduk serumah lagi )

yeay

okay macam terlebih pulak

tu je nak cerita kat entry ni

tak boleh nak tulis panjang

nanti menangis lagi

LOL

okay saja je macam gimik cerita

tunggu entry berikutnya

( mood : gembira )

140208 B.A.P Comeback Stage ( Music Core ) Bang Bang + 1004 [ Angel ]

Hello everyone
So this is the video for 
B.A.P's schedule today
Which is done at MBC Music Core

The song is Bang Bang 
(the 8th track from the album)

and 1004 [ Angel ]
( title song - 2nd track from the album )

I really love this song
and hoping that they can sing SNS too
but we understand the circumstances
about the song so...
but still i love that SNS song too
( I love all songs actually XP )

so just in addition
this is the full song of Bang Bang

enjoy ^^

Hello " Actor Kim " <3

140207 B.A.P 1004 COMEBACK STAGE + WITH YOU

Hello there

here I am 
posting about B.A.P
on my birthday
lol
so cool huh?

so yeah this is the comeback video
I am so thankful that they upload it here

it is awesome
the fanchant is just daebak
thanks for this birthday present B.A.P

#B.A.P1004

* and I am also happy that the views for 1004 MV is now
more than 1mil
congrats Babys
congrats B.A.P

B.A.P even
ranked as 1 in most charts
I can see that Babys are really working hard 
to work these on

lets keep on working together neh?

^_^

What 21 means to me? 140207

I have a lot of thoughts tonight

It trembles me a lot

having a feeling of being happy

but I have one feeling that I can't describe on

I am 21 today

Alhamdulillah ( Thank God ) that I am still alive up till today

I can feel that His bless is always there for me

I am so thankful for that Ya Rabb :)

I know I am growing older

I will have a lot of responsibilities

and I realize that every year

ever since after I am reach the age of 20

but

I also know that I always show the other side of me 

to whatever reason that I am not sure what it is

but still I am so thankful that everyone is still very good to me

which I know I don't really deserve that

since I know that I rarely done something that can make them

really thankful for

but if they do

I am happy for that

to my parents and family,

I have nothing to give on

neither something good that I can show on to my parents

but I know I have tried my best to make them happy

even I know it will never be enough

I hope my existence can always make you happy

and for everything that you have done to me

I can't express it well

but I hope you know that I love you so much

Thank you mom for giving birth to me

for bringing me to this world

carrying me for 9 months

thought me

take care of me

be my side every time I need u

smiling for me

encourage me

for everything that you do

I know I can't pay with anything

i owe you my life

I know that I can't live without you

You are the one that nobody can replace

I know I always be a stubborn girl

but honestly deep inside me

I am always thankful to Allah that He choose you to be my mother

you are the best mom.

I am praying that you will be in Jannah 

and getting bless from HIM forever

thank you so much for everything

and for "you"

I know that I am always been so clumsy on things

but I really have a lot of things to say to you

I have a lot of thoughts about you

even if you are not

I am still happy doing that

and I didn't realize that I have been doing that for a long time ago

It just my blind eyes blurring my thoughts

I hope you can forgive me for whatever that I do

which perhaps make you feel uncomfortable

this 'you' title maybe exist in my side only

which I am not sure on that either

even so

I hope I could always grab the chances well

when the time is right

I am waiting

to be true to myself and you too

if that is the best^^

for my friend that I have lost contact for a long time

where have you been?

are you okay?

why you didn't contact me?

did I do something bad to you?

are you sick?

for this year's birthday

I really want to hear you singing to me again

like how you always did

I am so sad that I have to keep 

from others how much I think about you

to avoid contacting you to see whether you remember me or not

since our past really hurting me

then doing this hurt me some more

since you seems to forget me

which I am not sure about that

I just hope that you are doing okay

just so you know that I remember your birthday every year
and I always praying the best for everything that you do

hope we can still be friend in the future.

to Sakinah Najihah

I always owe you a lot

for listening to my randomness

for scolding me if I am doing sth wrong

for always giving good advise to me

I can't thank you enough

Idk how would I be if you are not around

I know I rarely treat you well

so I hope you can forgive me for that.

If I have to put this friendship in one word

I just can't since you are very precious to me :)

please stay by side forever

I really need you by my side

I am sorry for always troubling you

thank you so much for always staying by my side

thank you for this friendship too

For me you are the best

I hope you can be true to yourself too

because for whatever that other people say about you

you are very100X precious

just keep that in your mind :)

I will always be by your side

in case you need me too XP

inshaa Allah :)

and to my family

my friends

everyone

who never put any doubt on me

who always believe in me

thank you so much

I am praying for your success

and getting blessings from HIM always :)

I love all of you.

21 is just a number

perhaps that is what I am going to think

since I am still pacing my steps

which I know still slower than others

or perhaps a bit faster

but I know I still can sense where I am
( well at least XP )

which always make me thought whether I have done enough

to continue to a better road

inshaa Allah 

I am

and I am praying that Allah will ease our journey

always

lets try harder everyone

I have seen so much things few years back
since I love to look at people a lot
but I know that I always have a lot of thoughts about something
I can even speak non stop for something that can't even attract anyone's interest
but still there are people who will listen to that
I am always thankful for that

I might be quiet

or not talking much 
sometimes

but I think you can search

on all musics that I listened to

thats somehow

a way to express myself

that is what I usually did
( most of the times )

haha

hope you don't mind on that

I hope I can be a better person

way to be a good person is not easy

be it to be a perfect man

that is somehow sounds ridiculous

but I know it is not our decision to judge on our destiny

yes we are the one who work on it

but Allah ( God ) is the one who choose the path for us

let us pray so that He can in every decisions that we make

I am praying the same for everyone
Hope this year can be a better year for me to be matured 
and learn some more

this 'tears' that I keep for so long
I am happy that I have 'let it out'
:)

I know I messed up my writing again
but thanks for reading this
( for those who did )

well
until next entry
Yeorobun / minnasan / everyone
take care
good night :)

~syaf~
~ 3:09 am ~
~ 140207 ~

So I am giving all of you this song today
I really love this song
so I hope you like it too

Happy birthday to me
* be a good girl okay syaf? :)

My K-thoughts

So yeah

I decided to use a new template

I am not sure whether this is okay or not

drop your thoughts if this template sounds so messy for you ya

well

actually I am so bored lately

idk why

but I am sure you do understand that I am so excited when it comes

to express my thoughts about what I like

for this entry

I would like to highlight about my interest on kpop

well honestly

I started to have a deep interest in kpop when I was 20

which means last year

that is the year where my friend call me as a 'hardcore' fan

well I guess I  just have to admit it

since among my friends

I am know quite a lot about kpop

so yeah ><

honestly I started to listen to kpop songs after my SPM exam

well that was when I am 17 years old

but I am just wondering around

listening to others interest on their fandoms and stuffs

well

I think I can keep it to myself why I am so deeply in touch with this 

when my friends are so into other matters

I understand there are some that don't like 

( some hate it )

to listen about our crazy talks when it comes to touch on our (fans) bias fandoms

well its up to you to hate or what not

since I am sure we know how to put the 'craziness' on

since we share it with those who wants to hear it

I dont hate or mad with those who did listen but dont understand what is this all about,

things about kpop is that

you need to understand that the group 

really depends on the strength of their own fandoms

and if you want to talk about a fandom

you really need to know about it first before jump into your own conclusions

if not , you might be in a dangerous state

since you are going to be 'ban' for some reasons if you hurt them

or else if you dont understand and want to know about it

as the fan ( preferable to ask those in the fandom )

they ( we ) will tell you about it

since we will always feel excited to talk about our bias idols^^ 

This is what those who use to hate these fans

would do since they know nothing but condemn so much about these fandoms

like I said

fandom is the strength of the group

or an idol

we work together

know each other

vote together

and list up our comments together

shield this fandom together

thats what fans are for

so yeah

this sounds so complicated aite?

Just a picture that I found ><

I am not a 'crazy' fan 

I am going to say

I more to fan who support my idol and give them all I can

which will not hurt them

'crazy' fans are different

if you read or search about it more

I think you can find about it

Its quite risky to give my thoughts here

indeed ><

The purpose about this entry is that

I don't care if people want to hate me for 

being all excited talking about my bias fandoms

well it is most of the time

I just hope that those who always speak bad

about those who love kpop

will stop your bad comments on us

if you hate on what we do

just stop following what we are doing

and do what you like

This is also a part of my interest

I think it is just the same to those who love music right?

I have once thought about this

when someone talk about love thoughts or quoted things related to love quotes

then it is okay

but if we quoted about what we like

it is something that is not okay?

well at first aint it actually the same

that both come from your own interest to talk about it?

idk why

but this sounds so serious

but those who hate to talk or read about this

I am so sorry

Kpop thoughts me a lot

it is by my side most of times

I mean , for my personal interest

it is always there

I can always share my thought through the music

and I can always talk with those who are in the same fandom

they will at least listen

even they did not really know who I am

those who use to hate us?

or my friends even? ( some )

are you there when I want to talk about my problem?

some yes

the rest or mostly

nope

so yeah

If you respect other's interest

others will respect yours

this is just my thoughts

and I think I didnt write very well since it is all scattered

I am so sorry

haha

One thing

I just hope the one that I love 

will accept my interests

haha

I am going to spazz on the topic in the future

stay tune huh? XP

thats all for now

bye bye love <3

B.A.P 1004 MV Released 140203

Hello guys
I am so sorry that I did not update about this earlier
Idk why but I think I have a lot of things pertaining to this comeback
that I need to catch up
well I guess Babys would understand that

well
This MV was released last two days
which was on 3rd of February

It is a total daebak
Seriously I am telling you
I just love all the song tracks in the album 
( Have listened to them all )
Now I am waiting for my First Sensibility album to arrive
I am all excited
until now

and actually
there is something happened to me on the day of MV released
there supposed to be an activity on the trending hash tag isnt it?
the hashtag is #BAP1004
( It was the first worldwide trending on that day ^^)
and B.A.P will reply to the tweet directly
however at that moment
my twitter account got suspended for 
a reason that made me really mad
since twitter said that I used an abusing trend
( i was like 'whatttt?' )
perhaps that what makes me really in bad mood that day
and the trending hashtag happened to be an hour before the MV released
so I could relaxed a bit after hearing the MV
well nvm
its not at anyone's fault

alright now back to the album
honestly I am having a folder with the name of 
"FIRST SENSIBILITY"
Its full with all the audios, videos , pictures
everything pertaining to this album
( well I think all Babys have the same folder as well. kkk )

and there is one activity held at the B.A.P OFFICIAL FACEBOOK
for international Babys
you can check em out 
HERE ----> B.A.P OFFICIAL FACEBOOK

I am excited to join
but the dateline really makes me crazy
I hope I could get my album before the dateline

There are a lot of updates that I couldn't list em up here
like how I usually did
I am so sorry

Babys
lets work together to make 1004 
to be the first in every charts

okay then
till next entry

140127 B.A.P FIRST SENSIBILITY MEDLEY RELEASED

Babys

now the FIRST SENSIBILITY is outtt !!!

OMG You can't even imagine how good the medley is

and if you want to help to rank this medley up

make sure you listen in the daum cafe okay?

here is the link

http://music.daum.net/FIRST SENSIBILITY MEDLEY

So i want to say sorry in advance

since I can't help to translate and all

so yeah

lets wait for official translation

hee

this is the track list
have a good look at it okay?
hee

till next entry
^^