i.m also a human

honestly to said 

how hard i tried to be strong

sometimes i do feel like i.m not good enough in handling everything

i myself

also need somebody to please everything that i do

also want to feel how to be appreciated

also want others to respect those that i love and care

bla bla bla

but i dont think that should be okay to feel down everyday

i dont think for not being strong in front of those that i care the most is okay

and i dont think everything is going to be okay if i just sitting at the window and look back at my past

that is NOT the way

i know

it just sometimes

people tend to fall into tears

to loosen their tense

to forget their problems for a while

me too

because

i'm also a human

so 

dont aspect me to be good 24/7

because i'm not perfect

you too

everybody

all that i can do

and what all of us can do is

pray to Allah

so that Allah will make our jobs easier

so that Allah will always guide us to be in the right path

so that Allah will always give HIS bless to us

and we as a human

we should respect each other

try to love those who always appear in our life

i know there is some people who always trying to make everything harder for us

but they might be a test for us 

to make us stronger

to make us a better person

and everything that you feel

everything that you have faced

i'll face them too

because i'm also a human

we are humans

thats all i guess

sorry for everything

MAY ALLAH BLESS US ALWAYS

amin