Moving to new roles

Greetings

Haven't write for so long

Talking has been what I do daily, I meant, work-wise

So yeah - writing hasn't done its justice to me :P

Anyway

4th month of the year

I am now assigned to new roles within the department

Hearing that I at first supposed to get one new role

but now its two

and both are with different systems

whilst - I need to handover my current role

which involved one whole different system

Well

Learning has been good

I supposed

seniors at my place told me that shows people trust me to such responsibilities

should take it that way

I spoke to my new superiors

Truth is, transition time given was pretty short for me

Thank God they understand that it tbh is tough to grab all at once
I know I can do it!

I tire myself out (which I admit :P)

Some voices their worries that I work too hard

Moving on from above paragraphs

I truly admit

I experience stress

which I am now trying to learn how to manage and control it

Rather

I realized it pretty late

not until I get insomnia (sometimes) and bad headache (most times)

for overthinking and too tired

For then

I heard that people told me that I dont act myself

I am now become more quiet

and of course look stress

lmao

my stories are basically to tell me that

I should enjoy what I do

Well apparently I do enjoy it

just, too many works

and now I should learn how to manage 

to do BETTER

Also

I think I forget to think about something

whilst worrying about things that I wrote

MYSELF