Saturday, January 21, 2017

New Year Resolutions (?)

I will start with how I still find myself at ease when I listen to her speech
A 4 years old girl made her way to my heart
Thanks little girl

Moving on to new year resolutions
as what this cute little girl said
we should go easy to ourselves
which I actually forget to think of that point
(or more on a point that I don't even realize that I am a year older >_<)

I have to tell this that my job now has so many expectations
and I think I worked myself too much
to one point that I find myself as workaholic

The surroundings and culture don't shine myself much
though I enjoyed meeting so many great people
To one point, I squeezed myself to learn and grab everything
which of course part of the things that I should pursue as a beginner

As I have so many on my plate
People will of course suggest that I do a to-do-list
which I did
and it never fully fulfilled
because of so many ad hoc things that I have to 'suddenly' do
which sometimes I don't mind
and sometimes I did

I don't deny that I learnt so many things
at a point, what I hate is me forgetting about myself
to enjoy my life more
and be happy with what I do
also - be grateful

I will just sit again and re-organize my head
and find who I really am
and chase for dreams that I have
would be good as of now

Happy Growing Up everyone!