there are times
when you feel that you are nothing
there are times
when you feel that you are everything
everything is depends on you
well , tbh
I did most things that relates to me
well , who wouldn't do the same for themselves ain't it?
what relates to me?
few days ago , I met my friend
someone that I haven't for really a long time
to that one friend
thank you so much for always understanding me
as what happened to you that concerned to me so much
I do take it as something that I should repay back
since you always there by side too
thank you so much
and to this one friend
tbh , I changed a lot
as in , the way I portrayed myself to people
it won't shown up in front of you
how much I hide or change it
I will be myself back
when I am around someone that I am comfortable with
you are one of that comfortable friend that I am with
okay , I sounds weird lalalala
might not be
why I am saying all these?
some people make me be someone who would pissed them off like really
my sarcasm skills might have increased I guess?
I just , sometimes
too tired to bare with others problems
that is why
sometimes I don't bother about others at all
unless you are someone thats really close to me
thats matter the most
coz , not much will
with this annoying girl
I always need time to brain things
I know I am not good at most field
but with some people
I survive too
ahh , why this sounds so complicated?
and now I wanna scream
why all these works and submissions
can't finish on their own?
I am so tired doing it
and now I am blabbering like idk
talking things that might sounds rubbish to some
I need to find the times when
I can meet myself back !
> angyeong <
and there are times when
you show the other side of you
so people can't recognize what you are trying to hide from them
I still am ... a human