RECAP 2012

salam kesemuanya

berpaksikan tarikh 31 Disember 2012

makanya

aku akan semakin berganjak ke dunia puluhan

dari zaman belasan

gitew :P

dalam tahun 2012

bnyk yg aku dah lalui

terlalu bnyk kalau nak di senaraikan

tapi apa pun

aku bersyukur kerana

semakin lama

semakin ramai kenalan yang aku kenal

1 - aku menghabiskan zaman asasi Undang Undang di UiTM Kuantan pada penghujung bulan 3

lawdeD
( classmate semester 1 asasi )

debat & debate uitm kuantan
masa nie , one of the team won the 1st place for east coast debating championship :)

law2D
( kelas masa semester 2 asasi )

JPK UiTM Kuantan

2 - mula mengenali erti mancari duit sendiri ( berkerja lah senang cerita )

aku kerja di MPH 

di situ aku kenal Kak Mona , Kak Liza , Abe , Kak Rufa , 

Kak Mira , Kak Fathin , Kak Nadia , Nabeel , Fahmi , Nazirul , etc

love them so much

*sekarang semua ( yg di dalam gambar) dah xkerja kat situ dah ,

 tinggal kak liza dgn abe jer meneruskan legasi :)

3 - mula menginjakkan kaki ke alam Ijazah

dalam jurusan Pentadbiran Korporat di UiTM Shah Alam

sehingga kini , aku baru berada di semester 1:)

4 - buat reunion dekat Kuantan masa bulan 7 dgn ex JPK

ok gambar nie sedikit hyper , haha
credit to : fiqree syamim for uploading :3

5 - celebrate my birthday, 

with my friend

paling awkward adalah sebab dia bawak adik dia 

yg sebaya ngan aku sekali

dah laa adik dia tuh lelaki 

LOL

hadiah yang dia bagi
malangnya aku terhilangkan masa kat kuantan :(
sedih weyh , cari balik pun x jumpa
but , thanks for this present :)

6 - belajar naik KTM 

( ok , cam loser kat situ ) haha 

7 - Stay rumah kak rufa ( best experience )

sebab aku x pernah tido rumah kawan lagi 

ehm *angkat kening :P

8 - Phone aku hilang masa asasi dulu , 

dah laa abang aku yg bagi 

sedih kot

9 - pusing2 satu kuantan ( walaupun x keseluruhan ) dengan berjalan kaki

best sebab jalan ramai2

kau xkan dapat pengalaman nie kat mana2 :3

10 - pergi konvokesyen kak rufa & kak mira 

( sbnrnya aku xpernah pergi tgk orang amik konvo , so macam excited terlebih :P )

11-  tolong kak rufa dengan business dia :)

ok nak promote sikit , hehe

for those yg interested dengan clothing , or anything posted ( especially girls )

you can have a look at this page on 

 facebook : https://www.facebook.com/ruccimodisch?ref=ts&fref=ts

blog : theruccimodisch.blogspot.com

semua cara nak bayar apa semua ada kat situ 

try to have a look 

I appreciate it :)

 ***

12 - this point is a credit to my best friend ( Haziq Aiman )

I would say that there's a lot that we have gone through along the year 

thanks for always supporting me :)

***

ok

aku xtau nak fikir apa lagi

sebab bagi aku mostly best

kenangan tu susah nak di gambarkan dengan kata2

tapi aku happy dapat kenal each of person yg datang dalam hidup aku

May Allah bless us always :)

ehm

tahun depan - 2013

aku dah 20 tahun

kau tahu?

kerisauan tetap akan ada sampai ( aku xtau bila )

tentang erti tanggungjawab dan masa hadapan

menilai masa hadapan merupakan satu perhitungan yg berat

jadi , memang kena selalu bersedia

pengalaman mematangkan manusia

dan aku harap moga mental dan fizikal aku lebih bersedia 

dari masa ke semasa

semoga hari kita akan lebih bahagia 

di bawah rahmatNya

happy new year all

love you

xoxo

wassalam :D

p/s : peristiwa tu x ikut urutan , so , yeah :P

that little difficult things

12.39 am

29 / 12 / 12

few more days before 2013

new years

tapi aku x rasa apa pun

sebab exam final nie lagi terbayang bayang di ingatan

and today

i studied at the library

from 11 am to 8pm

well xla exactly semua tu utk belajar

ada jugak laa keluar makan , solat apa semua

but yeah

am soooooo tired

doing the questions and stuff

studying during study week when everyone is not around 

is not helping

much

but it does help me

and now why am I here?

I cant sleep

am so in tense

and everything came out from my mind

even i know its not worth to think about

that beautiful past time 

which full of colors

also painted with all the dots that makes it blur

***

you know buddies

when you have a lot of problems

but you cant tell others about that?

coz you know they wont understand?

do you know when 

at the same time

you also hide it to protect others

the person that you love?

am not that strong

the person who understand it

is far far away from me

am not saying that

 that person is the only who understand me

but

at certain level

some people cant interpret what we meant of what we say

coz the certain stories are meant to be kept

strongly within

you know when people are aiming so high for their pointer

people are working out enough for that

am aiming

but stuck at the middle

am afraid

that i couldnt make it

to get dean list

but i know i can do it

nampak x permainannya di situ?

you know when you have that someone that 

you want to hold on to

suddenly disappear right in front of your eyes

not dead

but lost

in the light

and that hurt me the most

being the closest person

but that's the real person

who is far away running from me

this feeling is awesome

when you can cry out a lot

suddenly

when you are so tired

urgh

this is awesome

like damn serious

thumbs up for this

-_-

sometimes i say to myself

that other people are having sth yg lagi teruk dari aku

nie baru sikit

jadilaa orang yg bersyukur sikit kan

tapi

tapi 

tapi

ehm

its not easy to act strong in front of others

when inside

you are the weakest

cry out loud when others are not around

semua pun camtuh kan?

rasa x perasaan tuh?

*saja kunun nak kongsi perasaan

thanks if you read this entry

i know i need to be strong

and this might be a way to lose the tie

and lay down freely

*i've tried to sleep for an hour

just 

perhaps i wanna sleep now

doakan i berjaya

i senantiasa doakan kalian semua

insha Allah

doa semoga kita jadi tabah

dan mendapat keredhaan Allah

selamanya

May Allah bless us always 

and ease our journey

p/s : 

nobody's perfect 

sometimes when you see that someone look so strong outside

he/she has that someone who take care of their hearts

when you say you have every single person around you

only Allah and you yourself knows

which one is the fake facts and which one is real

take care buddies

wassalam 

1.08 am

29 / 12 / 2012

heading back there ...

salam

hey there

all of you

i was wondering whether am going to 

use the whole week that I have to study

you know

when most of the people in the town dah balik rumah

kau sibuk2 nak duduk kampus

kunun nak belajar

err

tapi duduk rumah

aku mmg hadap benda alah nie jer laa

*macam kat kampus x 

-_-

so yeah

few days kat rumah

i keep on eating

twitter , facebook

* even i know that they are boring ( for twitter & FB )

but still

yeah

am used to them

*kunun

am kinda a lazy person 

to keep on focusing on the same thing for a long time

like seriously

cam tah pape

dalam hati risau x tau nak jawab apa time exam

tapi nak prepare tu macam idok le cam risaunyer pun

so 

thats why i decide to at least have the environment of studying

well i could say that it is a better choice

kalau tgk kat TL kat twitter

ramai lepak PTAR

they are STUDYING !!!

*hope so

PTAR is the short name for our library 

here in Shah Alam

so

i have to be proactive if I wanna score

i really really really wanna score

you dont know how 'serious' i am

well u do know 

if you know me

ahaks 

inshaa Allah am going back today

my parents x kisah pun

sebab they say

it depends on me

ada pros and cons laa

kalau duduk kat rumah

senang nak makan apa sume

kalau kat kampus kena cari 

*ingat makan jer 

so

please2

pray for me so that

what ever that i have studied

akan melekat kat kepala nie sampai mati

and di amalkan

and doakan kawan saya juga ea

semoga perjalanan kami di semester 1

utk ijazah ini

berbalas dengan kejayaan 

dan merangkul anugerah dekan

amin

thats my hope and prayer for each one of us :)

so sorry for every single thing that i have done

thanks for all the care and love 

wish you all the best peeps

BITAUFIQ WANNAJAH :)

wassalam 

take care yaww :D

O_o

hari nie dah hai kedua aku start study week

so aku xtau sama ada aku nie 

tgh nak qada tidur yg x pernah nak cukup tu ke

or still struggling study

the thing is

letak kepala jer tido

thats why kena selalu duduk

tido jer pun penat jugak

x tido pun penat jugak

tah pape tah

so that

skrg

jom study

:P

study week

hari ini

21 / 12 / 12

habis sudah kelas , assignment , submission , presentation

bagi semester ini

bermula esok

study week bermula

bermakna

lagi satu minggu final akan bermula

ouh gembiranya

=_=

so aku balik rumah kejap

study 2 subject terawal

inshaa Allah

dalam few days camtuh 

aku akan kembali ke kampus

sambung belajar disana

itulaa perancangan nya

tapi aku rasa

macam patut bawa jer semua buku balik

study semua kat rumah

tapi ntah

x terbawa pulak

padahal padahal

rumah aku dgn uitm mmg " jauh "

huhu

makanya nanti kena struggle kat sana laa

kat rumah ehm ehm 

aku tau aku xselalu dengan buku

uhuk uhuk

tapi apa pun

doakan kejayaan kami kami di sini

agar mudah menerima ilmuNYA

mudah utk memahami , mengingati dsb

aku harap kita semua berjaya

dan sentiasa di bawah perlindunganNYA

take care peeps :)

last week b4 study week

hello there

minggu nie adalah minggu last ada kelas apa2 semua

b4 start study week minggu depan

aku xtau laa

rasa macam kejap jer dah study week

dah habis almost all syllabus

ngan dah nak final

cam , x sangka

minggu nie memang gila2 busy laa aku cakap

sebab time nie laa 

all the things need to be submitted 

and settle

kau bayangkan

semua jenis test2 bagai

presentation dan segalanyalaa

disumbat ke dalam minggu nie

so , memang kena prepare laa

mem busy kan diri

:3

utk aku

aku tinggal test math , test csc

and kena submit project csc

(computer project)

yg lain macam discuss past year 

tu mmg semua subjek buat lah kan

hari ni aku ada test csc

semua chapter kot

i was hungry 

so aku makan laa dulu

and online

tu yang stuck kat sini kejap

haha

kejap lagi sambung baca balik

ouh yeah

study week nie of course laa

for a weeks and few days extended 

pastu final start 3rd of jan

and habis on 21st jan

I have 6 papers to go

ACC 114

ADS 410

CTU 551

CSC 413

MAT 112

LAW 245

kalau subjek KESATRIA

HBU 111

test dan ujian semua dijalankan masa latihan kawad

tu jer kot nak cakap

doakan kejayaan di sini

aku juga doakan kejayaan di sana

take care earthlings :)

courage?

after feel so excited to be an excellent person

suddenly this feeling come along the way

and i don't like it

there will always be a time when I feel that am so loser

when I feel that am not good at everything

*yeah , I know that human is not perfect

but 

it will naturally come 

and i don't know how to express it

you know the feeling when you have to bear everything alone?

i mean

the moment when everyone in this world see that you have

a lot of friends

but you end up feeling that you have nobody

that's crap

i hate this feeling

when I come to realize things clearly

I do know that I have everyone around me

sorry for feeling that way

it just

am tired handling this 

and I was thinking that by writing this down might make it ease

yeah , instead of praying and stuff

you know

I always have someone who is so enthusiastic about something

ouh no , everything for exact

and that sounds to suit me well

perhaps

because i do talk a lot

like seriously a lot

* I thought I am :P

so 

wouldn't you feel that you are so alone 

without people that you're so into?

didn't mean things for boyfriend or girlfriend *urghh

its more on friend !

like the one who understand you well

i know its hard to find

and without those people

you feel that everyone around you are talking 

something that's bullshits

they only come to you when they need you 

*erk - sorry for the language

i know am not good at everything

there'll always a time when your hormone is not balance

or simply 

you're not in a good mood

all this things will come out

i really wish it wouldn't come out this time

when my finals are just around the corner

and I know that I can't go back to the past

remembering all the memories

it makes myself hurt inside

know why i prefer writing things in blog?

because I know not everyone will understand 

even if I tried to explain to them.

and am tired doing that

i do understand that everyone are so busy

handling things

since final is around the corner

i don't want this creepy thought flowing with me

I want to let it out

I might seems so tough outside

I really hope that am the same inside

am so jealous with those who have a lot of friends

who is going to wake you up in the morning

call you if you don't go to class

believe you when you say that you're sick

try to comfort you when you're not ok

and most of the time 

I just pretend to have anyone of them

even if I do

it might sounds like a miracle to me

but am sure somewhere 

there'll be a person who care about me

*excluding my family , because they surely care about me

i don't know what am talking about here

IF you (anybody) are reading this

don't feel be sad if you care and always worry about me

and I still feel this way

perhaps am just not good at such things

u know

like - having great conversation to keep people with you

or to really listen to others when they're having problem and stuff

I think I talk a lot here

and I don't know what am talking about

sorry for being so annoying here

*thinking of that back - this is my blog ~ daa ... :P

to those people who always care about me 

thanks

sorry for being such a trouble some to you

please let me fill in this courage and confident

for me to believe in myself always

please pray that for me

it's hard to motivate myself alone all the time

I wish that you'll always supporting me

till next entry

*ignore all the grammar mistakes 

getting things done

aku budak pentadbiran korporat

so?

tetiba nak promote kursus aku sendiri kan 

dah kenapa?

so aku rasa aku patut mula business dari sekarang

kau tahu kan aku suka baca buku business?

kau xtahu?

usually kalau aku pergi kedai buku

aku akan cari

buku business

novel melayu pun so far aku minat Ramlee Awang Murshid jer

and buku motivation

buku pelajaran tu semua belakang kira

so far utk business aku minat baca buku Robert Kiyosaki dan Donal Trump

kenapa aku minat tulisan mereka?

sebab aku rasa xde benda yang me "negatif" kan kepala otak aku nie

sebab kalau aku baca buku

" macam mana nak jadi pelajar berjaya"

aku rasa aku dah bosan

last2 aku tahu 

kalau kau baca pun

bukan kau buat

baik aku baca benda lain

tau kenapa aku cakap macam tuh?

aku tau laa

aku tgk ramai jer yang dok buang masa semua

so apa sebenarnya yang kau dapat dari buku2 motivasi sebegitu?

kalau kau betul2 praktikkan 

tu lain cerita

no offence for that matters 

ok ?

pendapat aku jer laa

getting things done

aku dah ada impian dan cita2 nak bukak business sendiri

aku dah belajar sikit buat business ngan kawan aku

dia ada business dia sendiri

tapi aku xnak kerja dengan orang

ada orang cakap

" better gain experiences dulu "

dan kadang2 aku pun takut nak start

tapi kalau aku takut

sampai bila?

aku cam x senang duduk bila 

kawan aku yang dah start kerja

or else ada sth to do

macam x wasting time

serious aku jealous

persoalannya 

courage tuh lah nak goyah ke x

orang lain x support pun ada

dalam buku Robert Kiyosaki & Donal Trump

they talk about FOCUS

dan things to be done to be an entrepreneur

kau ingat senang nak jadi entrepreneur?

tapi tu lah yang best

challenges

benda yang aku nak

oppurtunity

dan trust dari orang lain

masalahnya

bila orang tnya aku nak bukak business apa

mestilaa cam stuck jap en nak jawab apa

bila aku nak join benda2 yang lain sikit dari apa yang peeps aku buat

orang lain condemn

payah laa cam tu bro

" buat apa nak buat business sekarang? "

baik kau belajar dulu 

get experiences

tu aku tahu

tapi asyik belajar jer x best gak

kau nak aku join oraganisasi macam kat sekolah?

aku dah xde mood

kena tindas jer

tapi tu hal yang berbeza eh

sebab no offence laa

kadang2 yang sama warna kulit dan rupa pun boleh nak tindas kau

apa nak heran

nama pun manusia

*erk , dah lari tajuk

so nak x nak 

i need to get things done by me self

aku kena try

tapi IDK HOW !!!!

one of my friend want to be my coach

and i hope i can get things cleared in my mind pasal benda2 nie

please support me

its not because aku ni budak pentadbiran korporat

bukan sebab aku nak kaya jer

tapi aku nak challenges

kau tahu x perasaanya bila

orang lain x buat

tapi kau buat?

kau tahu x?

it might sounds funny

but i need that here

with my self

*aku harap aku ada jenama sendiri in the  future

and am still thinking what it is

manage

hello peeps 

8/12

sabtu

aku rasa macam xde pape yang berlaku

tetapi hakikatnya

kerja berlambak

dan aku cam sedar x sedar benda tuh ada

haha

lame

assignment law so far dah nak siap

pastu bila fikir balik

aku ada assignment csc pasal flash

kitorang kena buat video

gabung semua multimedia elements

then aku ada kerja matematik

and study lagi

and and and

ouh yeah

aku ada test csc minggu depan

test dan kuiz ea

pastu test law

ouh my my

then then

ada kuiz math the next 2 weeks

nasiblaa kerja ADS aku dah siap

alhamdulillah

so 

dengan kekuatan yang ada

*ecewah

aku kena siapkan jugak kerja2 nie

tapi 

ok , no more tapi2

sebab kalau layan malas ni sampai bila x siap

ni kira post nak me " lame" kan diri kot

ke nak motivate ke aku pun x tahu

so

see ya

konvokesyen UiTM - kak Rufa & kak Mira

salam semua

minggu ini adalah minggu yang dipenuhi dengan 

ISTIADAT KONVOKESYEN UiTM

for the whole week

jalan raya di dalam kampus dipenuhi dengan kenderaan

for sure laa

parents semua pun ada datang kan :)

alright

4 disember 2012

aku pergi tgk kakak2 aku konvo

diorang adalah kakak yang kerja sekali 

dgn aku masa cuti before masuk degree dulu

happy sangat tgk diorang kovokesyen

kitorang memang rapat

dulu masa aku kerja

diorang tgh buat latihan praktikal

so bila dah konvokesyen nie

mestilaa kita pergi tgk 

hehe

present here

Kak Rufaihah dan Kak Mira

seronok sgt dpt tgk diorang naik pentas

so , lets wait for mine okay :)

inshaa Allah :)

me & kak Mira :)

ok , this is kak Rufa

Fyi

dia dapat pelajar terbaik kursus , dan

ANUGERAH NAIB CANSELLOR :)

that's why jubah dia ada selempang warna pink tuh

kalau ada yang x tahu

anugerah ANC nie adalah utk mereka yang

memperolehi keputusan dekan setiap semester :)

then you should know how proud I am standing beside her right ? :D

with kak Rufaihah :)

yang nie

adik kak Rufa , me and kak Rufa :)

This is one of the great memories that I ever had

insha Allah

lets wait for mine 

another 5 semesters to go :)

see ya :)

World Aids Day 2012

Hey everybody 

Today is 1st of December 2012

and it is World AIDS Day

theme world wide theme is 

 "Getting to zero: zero new HIV infections. Zero discrimination. Zero AIDS related deaths"

lets create AWARENESS together

things that we should do is supporting

not discriminate those who have HIV and AIDS

first of all

what is HIV & AIDS?

is there any difference between them?

yes ! they are different !

Comparison chart

	AIDS	HIV
Is there a cure?:	There is no cure for AIDS.	There is an antiretroviral medication which slows the progression from HIV to AIDS, and it can keep many people healthy for many years. However, these medicines are not widely available in poor countries. There is still no cure for HIV.
How does it spread?:	Only individuals affected with HIV can develop AIDS. HIV infection usually progresses to AIDS in an average of 10 years. However, someone in a resource-poor area who might not be adequately nourished may well progress to AIDS and death more rapidly.	HIV is spread through sex, the exchange of certain body fluids, including blood, pre-ejaculate, semen, vaginal secretions, and breast milk. HIV is not spread through casual contact, hugging or shaking hands.
What is it?:	AIDS is the most advanced stage of the HIV disease. It occurs when the individual’s immune system is weakened by HIV to a point where the individual develops one or more of about 25 ‘opportunistic infections’ (OIs).	A virus. HIV harms the body’s immune system by attacking certain cells, known as helper T cells or CD4 cells. A weakened immune system is not able to defend the body against illnesses.

retrieved from : < http://www.diffen.com/difference/AIDS_vs_HIV >


How HIV spread?

Myth about HIV

1. You can tell if someone is HIV-positive simply by looking at them ???

The vast majority of people with HIV look perfectly normal.  
 It’s only in late-stage HIV that other, more obvious symptoms emerge.                           Even then they aren’t automatically identified as HIV.

2. You can get HIV from straight sex ???

Heterosexual intercourse is now the most common way of acquiring the virus. 
It accounts for the vast majority of new cases right across the world.


3. HIV can be passed through urine or saliva ???

The virus isn’t present in high enough numbers to pose a threat this way.

4. Touching someone with HIV can pass it on ???

HIV cannot be passed on through activities, such as sharing cutlery, sitting on toilet seats or by shaking hands. Neither can it be passed on through a mosquito bite or bites from other animals or insects.

perhaps you don't have to read all articles to know about HIV and AIDS
 at least you should know something about it
rather than not knowing anything
because , as you can see
the thing that's happening is
people discriminate them
and this is not helping

and some might think
" why is he/she seems so concern about this? they have the disease? "
that's make me wonder whether they have
high educated mentality or not
because , knowing doesn't mean that you have it
aware doesn't mean that you are pertain to it

PREVENTION IS BETTER THAN CURE
that's why we tried to have sex education since you are young
which is to avoid you from involving in anything 
awareness is needed
yet 
you still have to know
where is the limit of knowing
you should know
the objective of the education is to prevent you
not to let you into the " world " of prevention

The theme for this year is 

ERASE - Rise Up - Getting To Zero

lets make ourselves aware 

Visit the Official RRYC Page at

 < www.facebook.com/RedRibbonYouthClub >

further reading

< http://justnorahs.blogspot.com/2012/11/lets-celebrates-world-aids-day-2012.html >