Thank You :)

That was a long duration of time though

6 hours

I am pretty sure that we haven't meet and talked 

for such a long time

really

I really do miss talking to you

and I am glad seeing that we are both doing so well

and I am glad that we can always stay this way

up till now

idk what to say

but I am always feel thankful

to know you

to be a good friend to you

to listen to you

to get this trust from you

thank you so much

V//////V

its not only for you

but for all of my best friends

good friends

friends

etc

those who always care and listen to me

and be there when I really need them

I am always feel glad to know all of you

I know that I cant offer much

but as long as I breath

I cant promise to be good

but if you are good to me

I will try and give out my best

to do the same

but that is the least that I can do

biggest thing that I can do is

to pray and hope the best for all of you

that HE will always protect

and bless your lives

now

and forever

I am a human

I will die one day

thus

along the way

I hope that I will always do good things to others

and receive good things too ^^

hope that HE can let that happened

for a long time 

messed up ?

 my piling up works -urgh- cries

alright

its freaking the third week

and now , I have started to sleep late

to finish up things

good thing about this semester is

I have to READ A LOT !

I do research before I go to class

and those things in book? 

its no joke that I really need to read it

but , thinking that I am already in my final year

this is like a 'willing' action

that you will 'willingly' do

since you know that you NEED to do it

haha

ganbatte ne

if you wanna score

you have to work hard

think that this is because of Allah

since it sure need to be because of HIM

inshaa Allah

everything will be okay

* I really need to motivate myself a lot *

p/s :

another good thing is

i only have time to spazz or watch anime when all is done

but its only for short period of time

great huh?

idk

haha

I am glad

its 4.18 am

just finished printing my japanese script

and editing video which was done hours before

glad

that my skills or experiences in subbing videos can be used here

it tooks me less hours

but since I played a lot

so it took me longer

nvm

we are done with it

I just wanna say that I am glad

thinking back to the start

I am partly in most things in the project

so I am glad

I can't received other's efforts more in all things

thus for this

though I know it is not good enough

but alhamdulillah

we finished it

ahh I am so hungry

but I need to sleep haha

so

oyasumi ^^

p/s :

so you are coming back home next week?

well , my final paper is right a day after that

hope you enjoy home

I know you miss it

glad , that we will be on the same land

again :)

My first birthday present

semalam hari jadi aku yang ke 21

aku tak buat apa sangat

sebab memang selalu mcm tu pun

selalunya tak sambut

haha

tapi aku okay je

sebab mmg tak biasa buat kan

makanya , aku buat apa yang selalunya 

menjadi rutin harian

disebabkan sekarang ni cuti

komputer riba ni memang selalu ada di hadapan mata lah kan

hari ni

8 hb

teman serumah aku

( rumah sewa )

dia text aku

sebentar tadi

( beberapa puluh minit yang lepas )

dia suruh aku bukak asianfanfic

sebab ada benda pelik

( sebab dia ~ nama dia azie ~ aku panggil dia kakak ~)

letak link di dinding ( wall ) aku

jadi susah sikit nak tgk

dia letakkan apa di situ

(disebabkan aku buka di telefon bimbit)

okay

jadi aku pun buka lah

( dekat komputer riba )

lepas tu aku buka link yg di beri

lepas tu aku nampak benda ni

terus rasa nak nangis

ini berada di bahagian "foreword" cerita

ini di akhir cerita 

" Prolog" bahagian satu

aku rasa nak menangis baca cerita ni

sebab kenal watak dalam cerita ni kan

and kak azie tahu aku minat diorang

syaf _ AKTF tu nama aku di sana

kalau ada yang sudi nak baca cerita

silalah * haha / "promote" lah kunun

aku terharu sangat

sebab kak azie siap tulis cerita

sebab aku tahu nak tulis cerita bukan senang

dan dia bagi sebagai hadiah hari jadi

thank you so muchhh !!!

dan sekarang aku teringat kat diorang 

sangat2

( kak ana dan kak azie )

diorang memang roommate yang sekepala

pokok cerita

kalau diorang xde masa kat shah alam

aku tak tau aku macam mana

terima kasih sebab jaga adik yang degil ni

hehe

dan aku akan cuba jadi adik yang baik utk korang

eceh XP

( di seremban nanti pun kitorang duduk serumah lagi )

yeay

okay macam terlebih pulak

tu je nak cerita kat entry ni

tak boleh nak tulis panjang

nanti menangis lagi

LOL

okay saja je macam gimik cerita

tunggu entry berikutnya

( mood : gembira )

What 21 means to me? 140207

I have a lot of thoughts tonight

It trembles me a lot

having a feeling of being happy

but I have one feeling that I can't describe on

I am 21 today

Alhamdulillah ( Thank God ) that I am still alive up till today

I can feel that His bless is always there for me

I am so thankful for that Ya Rabb :)

I know I am growing older

I will have a lot of responsibilities

and I realize that every year

ever since after I am reach the age of 20

but

I also know that I always show the other side of me 

to whatever reason that I am not sure what it is

but still I am so thankful that everyone is still very good to me

which I know I don't really deserve that

since I know that I rarely done something that can make them

really thankful for

but if they do

I am happy for that

to my parents and family,

I have nothing to give on

neither something good that I can show on to my parents

but I know I have tried my best to make them happy

even I know it will never be enough

I hope my existence can always make you happy

and for everything that you have done to me

I can't express it well

but I hope you know that I love you so much

Thank you mom for giving birth to me

for bringing me to this world

carrying me for 9 months

thought me

take care of me

be my side every time I need u

smiling for me

encourage me

for everything that you do

I know I can't pay with anything

i owe you my life

I know that I can't live without you

You are the one that nobody can replace

I know I always be a stubborn girl

but honestly deep inside me

I am always thankful to Allah that He choose you to be my mother

you are the best mom.

I am praying that you will be in Jannah 

and getting bless from HIM forever

thank you so much for everything

and for "you"

I know that I am always been so clumsy on things

but I really have a lot of things to say to you

I have a lot of thoughts about you

even if you are not

I am still happy doing that

and I didn't realize that I have been doing that for a long time ago

It just my blind eyes blurring my thoughts

I hope you can forgive me for whatever that I do

which perhaps make you feel uncomfortable

this 'you' title maybe exist in my side only

which I am not sure on that either

even so

I hope I could always grab the chances well

when the time is right

I am waiting

to be true to myself and you too

if that is the best^^

for my friend that I have lost contact for a long time

where have you been?

are you okay?

why you didn't contact me?

did I do something bad to you?

are you sick?

for this year's birthday

I really want to hear you singing to me again

like how you always did

I am so sad that I have to keep 

from others how much I think about you

to avoid contacting you to see whether you remember me or not

since our past really hurting me

then doing this hurt me some more

since you seems to forget me

which I am not sure about that

I just hope that you are doing okay

just so you know that I remember your birthday every year
and I always praying the best for everything that you do

hope we can still be friend in the future.

to Sakinah Najihah

I always owe you a lot

for listening to my randomness

for scolding me if I am doing sth wrong

for always giving good advise to me

I can't thank you enough

Idk how would I be if you are not around

I know I rarely treat you well

so I hope you can forgive me for that.

If I have to put this friendship in one word

I just can't since you are very precious to me :)

please stay by side forever

I really need you by my side

I am sorry for always troubling you

thank you so much for always staying by my side

thank you for this friendship too

For me you are the best

I hope you can be true to yourself too

because for whatever that other people say about you

you are very100X precious

just keep that in your mind :)

I will always be by your side

in case you need me too XP

inshaa Allah :)

and to my family

my friends

everyone

who never put any doubt on me

who always believe in me

thank you so much

I am praying for your success

and getting blessings from HIM always :)

I love all of you.

21 is just a number

perhaps that is what I am going to think

since I am still pacing my steps

which I know still slower than others

or perhaps a bit faster

but I know I still can sense where I am
( well at least XP )

which always make me thought whether I have done enough

to continue to a better road

inshaa Allah 

I am

and I am praying that Allah will ease our journey

always

lets try harder everyone

I have seen so much things few years back
since I love to look at people a lot
but I know that I always have a lot of thoughts about something
I can even speak non stop for something that can't even attract anyone's interest
but still there are people who will listen to that
I am always thankful for that

I might be quiet

or not talking much 
sometimes

but I think you can search

on all musics that I listened to

thats somehow

a way to express myself

that is what I usually did
( most of the times )

haha

hope you don't mind on that

I hope I can be a better person

way to be a good person is not easy

be it to be a perfect man

that is somehow sounds ridiculous

but I know it is not our decision to judge on our destiny

yes we are the one who work on it

but Allah ( God ) is the one who choose the path for us

let us pray so that He can in every decisions that we make

I am praying the same for everyone
Hope this year can be a better year for me to be matured 
and learn some more

this 'tears' that I keep for so long
I am happy that I have 'let it out'
:)

I know I messed up my writing again
but thanks for reading this
( for those who did )

well
until next entry
Yeorobun / minnasan / everyone
take care
good night :)

~syaf~
~ 3:09 am ~
~ 140207 ~

So I am giving all of you this song today
I really love this song
so I hope you like it too

Happy birthday to me
* be a good girl okay syaf? :)

I am happy ^_^

Actually am not really good posting an entry through a mobile but I am trying now (LOL whatever)

But hey I am happy.
I just got a call from a friend that I havent heard of him for ages. But yeah he is doing good in most of the thing. ( but i know he will always will ).
:-P

Anyhow , I hope both of us can do well in the future in whatever that we do.

And for you , I am always praying the best for you an do take care of yourself . Take care of your health. Study well and I pray so that Allah will always protect you wherever you are :-)

Sincerely ,
Syaf ^_^

hari yang panjang

kalau diikutkan hari entry ini

kiranya kisah ini berlaku semalam

memandangkan semalam hari pekerja

maka semuanya cuti

mostly

ada je yang bekerja

tapi gaji double triple laa en

maka aku decide untuk keluar

ke uia

basically aku keluar sorang2 ( serious forever alone gile :P )

dari shah alam aku keluar ke seksyen 2

ambil bas U80 ( rapid kl )

then jalan terus ke KL SENTRAL

dari situ aku ambil LRT terus ke GOMBAK

dari gombak aku ambil bas rapid yang menghala ke uia

mcm pendek perjalanan

tapi takes me for hours jugaklaa nak sampai

penat tak habis lagi masa menulis nih

haha

aku dah inform kawan aku kat sana

nama dia sakinah

plan nak ajak dia keluar laa

tapi at first sampai sana

aku jumpa haziq dulu

then baru aku keluar dengan sakinah ke klcc

heheh

it was warm and awesome laa

sebab dah lama tak jumpa sakinah

fyi

haziq and sakinah ni dua2 best friends aku

so yeah

feeling dia awesome bila jumpa

walaupun perjalanan jauh

gittew :P

and hari pun aku mcm selamba sgt

jalan sorang2

padahal tak pernah nak try jalan ke sana naik public transport 

dgn guidance sapa2 kot

memang aku nekad nak try sendiri

sebab kalau tak memang tak sampailaa jawabnya kan

maka hari ni apa yang aku dapat :

1) jumpa sakinah and haziq

2) belajar naik LRT ( sebab tak pernah naik sebelum ni -_- )

3 ) pergi suria KLCC ( last time pergi , masa kecik2 - rasanya kot )

4 ) jumpa ramai orang yang macam2 ( serious hari ni ramai sgt manusia kat sana-sini )

5 ) pengalaman ( ahaks :P )

6) beli buku novel 

( ok ni awesome sebab aku suka sgt beli buku , 

perasaan dia awesome bila kau bau dalam buku tu -

 ayat tak boleh blah :P )

aku tak tahu nak cakap macam mana

satu accomplishment bagi diri aku sendiri laa

sebab berjaya sampai juga ke sana

walaupun seorang diri

and aku happy sgt

ada peluang inshaa Allah

ke sana lagi lain kali

dan harap2 depa buat trip datang shah alam pulak

haha

take care yaww ^_^

berlari menuju pelangi

sehari dua ni

aku rasa ada sesuatu yang ketuk hati ni

nak jadi lebih rajin

lewls

jujur aku kata

semester 2 ini banyak mengundang keserabutan di kepala

salahnya mungkin ada di benak sendiri

maka aku berdiam diri sahaja

beberapa hari lepas 

aku ada berbicara dengan seorang sahabat

( terima kasih pada dia utk nasihat ini )

dia kata hendak berjaya ni

mungkin akan mengambil masa yang lama

tapi jangan rasa apa yang kita dah lalui itu

sebagai sesuatu yang membuang masa

contohlaa

dahulu aku belajar asasi undang - undang

sekarang aku sambung ijazah sarjana muda pentadbiran korporat

kan lain bidang tuh

walaupun asasi mengambil masa setahun

ia tetap megambil setahun usia aku

tak kan aku nak kata 

aku dah buang masa satu tahun belajar bukan?

aku fikir laa

macam kawan aku cakap

aku belajar bnyk benda waktu asasi dahulu

i gained a lot

and which makes me a lot more better

dari diri sendiri masa di sekolah dahulu

ehem

betul jugak

sekurang-kurangnya

aku ada asas undang-undang

bila kau belajar undang-undang

skill putar belit ayat tu kau memang akan ada 

* ok , ini menyimpang ... haha

and aku kenal ramai orang

aku belajar hidup jauh dari negeri sendiri

( sebab asasi kat kuantan )

belajar naik bas 

( sebab dulu sekolah dekat , parents hantar je )

banyaklaa

dan hidup kat sana memang best

jujur kata memang best

dan aku juga belajar utk lebih berdikari

bila masuk degree

aku belajar pasal management pulak

belajar macam mana nak deal dengan orang and etc

walaupun aku sedar aku passive sikit degree ni

( aku pun tak tahu kenapa )

tapi aku belajar bidang lain

yang menambahkan pengetahuan kat kepala dan diri ni

alhamdulillah

Allah bagi peluang untuk terus belajar

back to topic kat atas

aku rasa aku bit lost sikit semester ni

mungkin aku high hope

aku pun tak pasti

tapi aku rasa

aku perlu lebih rajin lagi

sebab kalau aku nak gained sth

( sth tu singkatan utk something - bagi those yg mungkin tak tahu laa )

aku yang perlu usaha

and yes

aku perlu sokongan

aku dah terlalu muak 

ditinggalkan di belakang

atau tidak dipedulikan oleh orang2 yang berkepentingan

dan aku pulak memang suka buat perangai tak ambil kisah

tapi aku tahu masih ramai yang menyokong di belakang

dan aku tahu Allah sentiasa di sisi

makanya aku harap

aku terus ada kekuatan utk menjadi lebih baik

dan berlari menuju pelangi yang indah

mungkin aku akan terleka

kerana manusia sifatnya mudah lupa

tapi aku berharap

aku ada doa kalian

dan aku juga kita semua berjaya bersama-sama

Ya Allah

permudahkan lah urusan kami semua

amin

semoga kita semua sentiasa berada di bawah lembayung rahmatNYA

jaga diri

^_^

bad mood?

suka sangat

tajuk bahasa lain

entry bahasa lain

asal kau faham sudah laa kot

--'

hari ni

ada sesuatu yang terjadi

dan ia buat aku sangat tak ada mood nak study

or buat sesuatu yang di senaraikan 

di dalam senarai priority

aku hanya mampu mengeluh

haih

aku tak nak cerita apa yang terjadi

cukuplaa seharian aku berdiam diri hari ni

ehmm

kisahnya aku ada paper mid term esok

petang esok

tapi aku hanya baca sikit jer

( dah baca dah actually - aku rasa laa )

* aku tak tau  - aku belajar cara lain kau belajar cara lain

kot

so yeahhh -_-

tu ayat nak sedapkan hati jer sbnrnya

whatever laa

ok back to story

so bila aku tak rasa yang aku study bnyk

so aku jadi risau

tapi masalahnya nak baca tak dak mood

and tak masuk

sedih weyh

tak suka situasi macam tuh

so tadi aku keluar

seorang

sebab semua nak study

aku xnak kacau

tak jauh pun aku keluar

masih di area shah alam

aku tak tau laa

serabut sikit aku hari ni

haha

tapi tapi tapi

aku dah ok dah sekarang

aku tahu

aku ada ramai orang yang sokong aku

dan sebab itu jugak laa aku mampu nak senyum balik sekarang :)

esp to my besties

sakinah and haziq laa

both do understand me a lot

aku call jer pun tau aku tak ok

haha

I am so glad that I have them in my life :)))

and also those yang aku text

and yang aku call

and yang aku ceritakan masalah aku

(mostly yang aku rasa dekat dan ada percentage nak jumpa laa)

yang sentiasa setia mendengar

dan sewaktu dengannya

aku tak mampu nak senaraikan siapa

ada sesetengah kepunyaan sesetengah pihak

kang kalau ada yang cemburu

aku pulak yang kena satgi -_-

tapi aku happy sebab 

aku tahu ramai yang senantiasa menyokong di belakang aku

cuma aku jer laa

perasan atau tidak

maaf jika aku tak layan sesetengah macam tak sama berat ke apa ke

tapi aku berharap sangat

walau di mana pun anda

walau siapa pun anda

aku berharap semoga Allah sentiasa berkati kalian semua

aku gembira sangat

yang kalian semua senantiasa berdiri menyokong 

dari belakang

atau dari mana2 sisi pun

thanksss a lot

***

those yang close dgn aku

mungkin boleh terus trace kalau aku bad mood

sebab aku jarang buat muka tak happy depan diorang

and kalau kau jenis sekepala

aku akan excited sungguh bila bercakap dengan korang

( tu yang diorang cakap laa LOL )

sebab aku memang bnyk cakap

kot

aku rasa laa

haha

-_-

so bila aku berdiam diri tu

maknanya ada sesuatu lah tu

sesuatu lah sangat kan

haha

p/s :
 masalah aku sbnrnya bukan pasal pelajaran
yang ada kat atas nih tu sampingan 
dan aku tau aku patut ambil berat
-_-

***

ok korang

take care ^^

the best partner

I just called my best friend

not only best friend

he is somebody that

I could not care less

or simply said

no matter how things goes

I can't show how much I care about him

to other person

I just do not know how to show to others

perhaps not now 

since am not married

but yet

so far

he is the best partner 

I ever had

I still do love all my friends

but he's one exception that I could not care less

LOL

I do not know how to put this in words :3

this one entry is special for him

although I have a few here

in this blog :3

I do realized that

we didn't contact each other

for quite a time

each of us are busy with our stuff

studies and our own commitment

even if we are far away

I still know that I am concern enough 

to at least think

but could not resist myself to just keep my self busy

as I know

he also committed to his studies as well

huhu

few days back

I've visited him at his university

so its kind of a call back

to meet him

miss him a lot u know

haha

It was a long phone call 

and I hope I can meet him in the near future

inshaa Allah

dear my dearest,

whatever it takes

I am always praying and hoping 

that we will still be together until the end

no matter what happened

I really hope we always be there together in whatever situations

I could not promise much

because I do realize that I am also a human

I tend to forget

but please

do remind me if I forget

and yet

nobody can be the best as you

and who ever it is

you are that one special person that 

I own and I am pretty sure

I am so glad HE sent you to me 

have a blast

take care

with lots of love

- syaf -

tak sangka

salam kesemuanya

sekarang jam 12.26 pagi

5/4/2013 - Jumaat

alhamdulillah Allah bagi lagi peluang

nak tulis kat sini

dan berfikir

dan segala peluang yang ada

moga kita selalu jadi orang yang bersyukur

tadi aku nak pergi satu program

tapi aku tak ada hati sungguh nak pergi

maka segala perjalanan aku tu

macam lambat jer

last2 aku tak pergi -_-

masa nak balik kolej

aku terserempak dengan kawan aku

waktu ni malam laa

baru jer tadi , LOL

mula2 aku ingat nak duduk sorang

lepas tu dia pun nak makan

maka dia temankan

sambil dia makan nasi

dan aku minum mountain dew *wink wink

kami duduk laa bercerita

sejujurnya macam entry lepas

aku cakap aku macam serabut sikit lately ni

apabila serabut

plan macam mana pun

rasa macam tak ada hati nak buat

aku tak suka perasaan tuh

jadi nak kena cari kekuatan balik

dan aku tau tak mudah

dan tadi aku pun cerita kat kawan aku tuh

dan dia pun rasa benda yang sama aku rasa

semester ni

sungguh aku kata

nak main2 pun tak sempat

kalau tak urus masa tu

memang macam nak menangis laa

sebab banyak sangat kerja

test dan kuiz bertimbun

aduhai , penat nak kejar

banyak laa kitorang cerita

haha , lama jugak laa duduknya

lepas tu datang lagi seorang

kami pun duduk bertiga

berkongsi cerita sampai beberapa ketika

jujur aku kata

problem aku pun macam hilang

apabila kita cerita kat orang

dan diorang pun supportive sangat

thanks ya Allah for sending them to me

kadang2 kita tak sangka

orang yang kita jarang jumpa

itu yang akan ajar kita sesuatu

dia yang akan dengar masalah kita

dia yang doakan utk kita

etc

itu sebabnya

mak aku selalu kata

kawan dengan ramai orang

dan sekarang aku tahu kenapa

haha

dah lama perasan benda ni 

saja nak tulis :P

makanya

hargailah sesiapa pun yang hadir dalam hidup kita

tak kisah siapa

jangan nilai manusia berkaitan yang buruk sahaja

kita pun bukan sempurna

aku ada kerja akaun yang perlu dibuat

dan hujung minggu nie ada program

minggu depan test berderet

lagi dua minggu ada mid term test

doakan kami semua

jaga diri ^^

a journey to uia

 ^_^

salam kesemuanya

sebenarnya aku ada banyak sgt benda nak tulis

tapi aku tahu aku kesuntukan masa

semalam aku berjumpa sahabat lama

kami panggil dia robel

( sebab nama dia panjang dan orang susah nak sebut - dia ckp laa )

serious lama sgt tak jumpa dia

maka aku bersama farhana kelauar makan dengan dia

dekat syeksen 2

dah habis makan 

kami solat maghrib dan isyak di masjid negeri

shah alam

ok , itu kisah semalam

kisahnya

hari ni aku nak ke uia

plan awalnya aku nak naik public transport

tapi kebetulan robel nak ke gombak jugak

so he offered to send me off

aku ingat dia nak hantar sampai kl sentral je ke apa ke

tapi dia hantar sampai ke uia

sampai di sana

aku tunggu kawan aku

nama dia haziq

ke sana pun mmg nak jumpa dia

and nak bagi buku law yang aku dah tak pakai

so that he can use it

tapi he did pay sth laa for that book

and bila dah jumpa haziq

kami keluar isi minyak kejap

then ke mahallah aminah

sebab robel nak jumpa kawan dia

kira fair laa

aku jumpa kawan aku , dia jumpa kawan dia

haha

ouh yeah

semestinya tuan rumah kena belanja

haha

thanks haziq sebab belanja makan :)

and lepas dah hantar haziq ke mahallah dia

aku jumpa lagi seorang kawan aku

nama dia farizul

tapi sebab nak kejar masa

aku sempat jumpa dia kejap jer

serious rasa macam sedih sikit laa 

sebab mmg kitorg cakap tak sampai setengah jam kot 

( approximately )

and today 

aku belajar sth dari robel

kisahnya , robel bawa kereta dia sendiri

and otw balik

( at first aku nak balik naik public jugak , tapi robel kata

kalau nak dia hantar 

boleh , tapi aku kena bayar sikit laa

and aku pun negotiate laa 

aku bayar duit minyak dan tol )

ok , otw balik

aku yang bawa kereta

serious weyh

aku dah lama tak bawa kereta

kau tahu kan macam mana dalam uia

bnyk sgt kereta parking kat tepi

and macam mana jalan from gombak ke shah alam

and waktu kitorg balik

mmg hujan turun lebat kaw2 punya

tak nampak jalan kot

robel ngan aku pun dah risau

tak kan nak tukar pemandu masa tgh2 jalan tuh kan

maka aku pun bawa kereta dengan kelajuan yg 

mmg perlahan ar

line tepi - kiri

dah alhamdulillah boleh laa bawak sampai dah tak hujan

and kitorg pun tersalah jalan

tak laa salah

tapi amik jalan jauh laa

and yet bila sampai uitm

robel kata

aku adalah pemandu paling bahaya pernah 

dia naik kereta sekali 

haha

tau sebab apa?

aku pernah cakap kat dia

aku dah lama tak bawa

and dia pun penat drive aite?

so i was tolong laa bawak sikit2

tapi bila otw balik tu macam tak sangka laa i drove sampai shah alam

cuma robel cakap kat aku

INSTEAD OF ME FORBIDDING YOU FROM DRIVING

IT IS BETTER FOR ME TO TEACH YOU

ON HOW TO DRIVE PROPERLY

so mmg masa sepanjang perjalanan

dia kata dia pun kena alert

sebab aku pun cam tak alert on certain things 

( aku tak tau nak explain macam mana )

and seriously dia pun ajar aku macam mana

dan dia pun nasihatkan aku on 

what things supposed and not supposed to do

etc

" BELAJAR UTK FOKUS 

tak pe , pengalaman

next time kena biasakan bawa kereta "

and aku pun dengar dengan khusyuknya apa yang dia cakap

dalam hati aku

sampai sekarang

aku rasa

Ya Allah

thanks sgt sebab hantar kat aku kawan yang baik macam ni

serious ar

bukan mudah nak bagi second chance kat orang

serious tak senang nak bagi

tapi dia ajar aku

yang second chance is needed

buat apa nak forbid orang

 utk terus tak belajar dari kesilapan

benda macam mudah tapi orang tak perasan

aku cakap semua2 benda nie

khusus utk diri aku jugak

sebab aku pun manusia

selalu lupa

buat robel

serious thanks sgt2 sebab hantar pergi dan balik

aku tak dapat nak balas la penat lelah kau hantar aku

*ayat macam tacing

tapi serious2 thanks

hope to see you again robel

and nice meeting you too haziq 

and farizul

for all these that happened

i really2 hope that

ALLAH bless you always100x

i know i learnt a lot today

and yet i cant point it out properly

in writing because i know

the appreciation is always in my heart

love you all

^_^

a flower :)

am sure

i do have a lot to write pertaining to this entry

i've make all the intro and content inside my head though

haha

but seriously am so tired to write everything

because i am ... just ... tired

the best word to explain my situation now

i guess

today

i am a bit clueless

and not really in such an enthusiastic emotion

* like always? i guess -_-

so when others text or call

my tone was so monotonous 

i am so sorry about that

i rarely like that

but when i am like that

i just can't help to be that way

sumimasen *bowing

8 March 2013 - Anis Aqilah -

earlier i got a call from anis aqilah

she said that she wants to give me something

this is the flower that she gave me

for my birthday present

it was a long story happening behind this

before i received this flower

sent through her friend

somehow

this makes me smile until now

am sure this one friend

named anis aqilah

put such a deep thought before giving me this

you know

no matter what it is

having a friend thought about you

that is enough already

seriously

i really appreciate this gift

even if she didn't give me anything

i'll still appreciate it

because i know she always does the same

and now

i put that one flower on my desk

big smile from me

thanks a lot

friend :)