...

I am thankful for what I had

I am sure I have a lot that others don't

I am sure , there are some other who did better too

however

tbh

it might be fair to just sit silently

and stare at everything

listen and don't move

don't interfere

just mind your own business

sit in your own world

don't mind others

somehow

within that thankful feel

there are still somewhere

some gaps

that only you can feel it

only you can throw it

only you can accept it

tbvh

saying to accept everything and move on

is not easy

I AM A REBELLIOUS PERSON 

you should know that

deeply