everything can't be reveal

assalamualaikum w.b.t

well..there's a lot of things that happened through out this 4 months

when i was on "holiday"

~after SPM~

and all those things make me think back what  is life actually

and i never thought that 

that will happen when i was schooling

and i never thought that 

it will go this far

what is it..it should be a secret of mine
~look at the tittle~

i have a lot of friends

and they thought me lots

and whenever they wanna share something with me 

i'll try to be open and be a good listener

and this make me know the reality of life and be honest to my friend

this is how i try to develop myself

i'm not that good 

and i'm not perfect

but i'm happy when they believe to share their stories with me

when i try to be better

there will be something that appear

~barriers~

it's kinda norm actually

and we have to be strong

to face it

and i know everybody have their own problems

and not everything can be reveal

so do I

i have a lot of thing to do and I've to improve myself to be better

well 

cry and sitting without doing nothing 

that's not right

that's what i learn from somebody

thanks to her/him

nobody know what i keep inside 

and sometimes i just wanna scream to make it seems that nothing has happened

and thats hurt sometimes

or always

but at least i'm not burdening others

< i guess >

and i know

ALLAH will always by our side

whatever that we have done

whatever that we have said

HE still loves us

ALLAH itu MAHA PEMURAH

DIA telah memberi peluang untukku 

mengerti apa yang selalu tersirat di sebalik sesuatu

DIA juga masih memberiku nikmat walaupun aku ini selalu leka dan lalai

begitu juga dengan yang lain

nikmatNYA terlalu banyak

DIA juga memberi peluang untukku terus bernafas di bumi yang serba tandus ini untuk terus memperbaiki diri

TERIMA KASIH YA ALLAH

jadikanlah aku hamba yang bersyukur

dan masukkanlah semua umat Islam di dalam golongan yang sentiasa mendapat rahmatMU

~amin~

wassalam