i miss the old days ...

this is such a random post

i just miss the old time when there are no barriers to be talked about

when you always give all your motivation words for me without feeling that you do that because of any reasons

you just did that because you care

and i always smile and happy when that happened

now

things go differently

and i never blame anybody

am just hoping that those time will always appear in front of me

HAHA

somehow ....

and this is so random

things that i wanna say

friend will always there wherever you are

best friend will always accompany you when you feel that you need them

but the most important thing is

YOU YOURSELF

need to learn how to be independent 

so that when everybody lost their faith in you

you have a strength to move on

how to find that strength???

fill you heart with your faith towards Allah

He will always listen

pray to Him so that 

whoever that exist in front of you 

will be someone who will always appreciate you because of Allah

even though am saying this

but am lying if am saying that i didnt need friends

i do need them

a lot

they shape me to who i am today

but they are not the only reason for who i am right now

thats the thing

but somehow

i miss the old days when my friend will always share things without doubt

and will always feel that we are supporting each other

even though other people lost their trust to us

i really miss that moment

seriously

hmm

sorry for bad sentences structure

HAHA

till next time