the other side ~

hye

we are here again

still in Ramadhan 

alhamdulillah

macam orang tahu

entry tu utk dibaca

so that's why am always post everything about myself as general as possible

ehm

i'm tired

aku selalu keliru

sebab cerita2 aku dgr 

semua benda kat sekeliling seakan mengelirukan

walau orang x boleh nak lihat

aku nie macam duduk kat tengah2

nak buat baik salah 

 buat jahat pun salah

kadang orang xpeduli pun

being the only girl in the family or anything relating to it

it aint that easy i bet

who says it's easy?

cam .... what ever

kadang bila rasa nak marah sebab i didnt get what i want

benda yg naik adalah cerita yg akan buat aku rasa 

aku patut bersyukur dengan apa yg aku ada

tapi bila dia tertindas

aku rasa dia manusia paling kejam

aku rasa macam

~ mana satu nak percaya?

 dulu kata

~ dia tu macam ni macam tu ~

 ~ x baik salahkan dia ~

tp bila kau marah kat dia

caci maki semua keluar

which side should i believe?

kadang2 aku hanya membiarkan sahaja

malas nak mendengar

satu habit aku

~ DGR LAGU KUAT2 SMPAI X DGR APA ORG KELILING CKP ~

bila aku tension or aku malas nak diganggu

aku buat macam tuh

err , normal kot :P

and other thing is

aku seakan mampu diam jer bila orang tuduh kita buat something that we did't do

but at the same time

masa dia marah kita tuh

dia x tnya pun

dia xtgk pun

apa yg kita buat , apa yg kita alami

i shouldnt blame others

but

~ sigh

" AM GOOD AT FAKING MY SMILES ,

 MY WORDS , MY ACTIONS ,

BUT ONCE AM CRYING , AM NOT LYING "

people would say that am a happy person

well i do

honestly am not like that much at home

am more to serious side 

*kot

haha

tapi

aku bnyk pendam most things sendiri laa

i don't have much options

i don't want to burden others

so i just let everything be

luckily i have wonderful people around

so much am blaming others around ...

so much am blaming myself in ...

am so HAPPY that the're always chances around which could make me smile

am so weird 

am I?

haha

aku masih belajar lagi laa macam mana nak handle things 

am not that good at things

yeah

that's the simplest word to describe kot

ntah

btw

hari nie aku demam

dari semalam aku sakit actually

tapi aku xgitau sape2 pun kecuali 2 orang ni

semalam aku xley tido

trying hard for 4 hours to sleep

then i slept at 1 am and above

mula2 ingat sakit biasa2 jer

pagi tu macam ok laa

pastu start tgh hari

its getting WORST

i couldnt get up

kepala rasa berat sangat

memang aku x keluar bilik

and xde sape pun dalam rumah tu yg tau aku demam

sampailaa aku keluar nak solat

tu pon aku cakap camtu2 jer

hmm

doakan aku cepat baik ea :)

thanks for those who always stay behind me

thanks for everything

my family

friends

well

EVERYBODY

and maaf juga sebab manusia ini 

tak pernah lari dari melakukan kesilapan

have a good day

^_^