A long time FEVER

So hello there

it has been a long time right?

and I didn't post much about B.A.P too ~

._.smirk._.

now is 3.19am

14th of March 2014

it has been almost a week for me having this fever

alhamdulillah my body is getting better

but I still have a bad stomach

and I tend to vomit late at night

and just now I almost vomit

but I try to convince myself

well its so hurt that I almost cry 

since I feel like vomiting but nothing is coming out

nam mean? ( who know what I mean? )

~ thats how Yongguk says that phrase tho ~ lmao sempat :P

so I was running to find sth sour and eat ( I bought it this evening )

well it helps a lot

at least

actually this is my first long time fever that I had

( so far that I remember since usually I recovered after a day at least )

and this time

I have recovered

then I get it back

then I need to go for blood test

to make sure that I don't get dengue

( alhamdulillah ! I am not since my platelets are normal )

seriously I am so thankful to God

thanks Ya Allah

things around this time is

its only me who get fever in the house

I dont have appetite

then have to cook for myself

( but my housemates do it for me too when they are around , thanks to them )

got classes some more

the ( OMG-SO-DAMN-COLD-OF-LECTURE-HALL ) 

and bla bla bla

I can't drive and worst thing that 

there's only two people in the house who have car licenses

and only me who can drive in long distance

nam mean?

I feel like crying most time

I can't go back home since its is still chaos

on the whether at my place

( since they said that the IPU for today was 233???? )

so my brother said hold on first

since going back would make me worst

so I said its okay

but ehm

idk

yesterday I tried to drove

I reached the destination

then I got my fever back in the class

so I asked my friend to drive me back to my house

thanks a lot to them

I always burdened them with a lot of things

seremban also has started to have haze

thats what make everything worst

and Malaysian right now are still worried about

the lost plane of MH370

we are still updating from home

and Ya Allah

I am hoping that good news will come

Ya Allah please help us all

Amin

I know I am not a kiddo to cry here and there

showing how childish I am

but I am just letting it here

hoping things will get better to myself

since everyone is having their hard time right now

I never miss any class so far

alhamdulillah

( but I did skip this one event since I cant really get up that morning )

lmao one of my friend asked me to not come though I dont get MC

then I answered that I am not used to that

haha

byane

to further on

actually on first check up

I tried hard to lower down my body temperature

since I know I have a lot more to work on

and I dont want anything bad happened 

( yeah , if it is more than 3 days then it might go serious )

( but since I have checked then no worry , I am just having a normal fever )

So I am trying hard to fight it

it works

but idk since when my antibody got so weak

I think weather would be a reason too

but hey , Imagine

its very hot outside the campus ( since its hardly rain here )

then you came into a very cold lecture hall

then come out getting the sunlight again

nam mean?

then enter the car , air-cond again

all twisting up to the same place tbh

haha

( okay I thought to write just a little bit since I still have class tmr but ehmm ... XP )

so people has started with their masked on

( and rofl i have bought a masked with 'military' pattern on it , tried to wear it at campus

and all looking weirdly at me , lmaooooooo )

and we also drink a lot of water

seriously guys

take care of your health

I hope Allah can take care of my family for me

and all of you

I love you all so much

thanks for those who always helped me

there's a lot to mention

and to the owner of the house that I rent

I want to thank her a lot too

since she sent me to hospital

check me most times

making sure that I am getting better

waiting for my blood test

and so on

she bought me a lot of things

and gave me a lot of things

thank you so much aunty

May God bless you

okay I am so sleepy

I want to rest

I have taken me medicine 

hope Allah protect all of you

all of us

Malaysia

and worldwide

P/S:

1) I still watch B.A.P ( after I have recovered a bit but I am still lost a bit ) , 

I yelled a lot too ( lmao )

and since I have bad sore throat, 

I cant really talk for few days

not because of B.A.P ( if you misunderstood )

but because I am still not recovered

( I have a serious sore throat since I got this fever hee >< )

2 ) Mom , you porridge is the best

I cant copy your taste

this fever sickened me a lot T_T

at first I cant really walk properly even

I am trying hard to go to classes

I want to tell everything to you

but I dont want you to be worry

I know you know me a lot and

OMG

I miss you so much

I miss you most of my time here

but this daughter of yours will be strong no worry

I miss you T_T

so much

Allah uji aku sedikit

jadi aku kena sabar

bukankah seharusnya begitu? 

<3

(cr : ZELO96)

okay this is a bit continuation about B.A.P

so this picture posted by B.A.P ZELO ( he is there in the picture )

and OMG , I want all those Matoki dolls

TS please do LOE IN MALAYSIA PLEASE !!!!

LET B.A.P COME TO MALAYSIA AGAIN PLEASE !!!