Kemahiran Insaniah and Happy Mothers Day ^^

Hello fellas

now is 10.17 pm . 11 of May 2014

first of all 

Happy Mothers Day to all mothers in the world

and especially to my mom

I love you much

this is what I can confidently said

without doubt

that I seriously love you so much

really really really

thank you so much

( ok , sounds exaggerating :P )

- the rest , I told her already through call did I did few moments ago  -

so today

I just finish my 6th KI modul

it is Kemahiran Insaniah

that you have to do 

and have to complete it

fail to do so , you have to repeat it

( since it sort of a 'school' that you need to finish )

I am so tired

like really really really tired

but I can't sleep either

have a lot of works and submissions to be done

tomorrow , I have a test and presentation to be done

psst ....

now I even listening to DBSK's songs like a crazy girl while writing this , lmao 

1) I cant really sleep to rest

2) I am a Cassiopeia ( err )

3) I dont feel like sleeping until my works done? lols

back to topic XP

my weekend has been taken away

so I need to use these time left for my works

omg T_T

( my brother call me this evening , thank you , sobs , imy ~_~ )

btw , the program held were from 8 am to 6pm ( roughly )

I learnt a lot

seriously

it even made me to feel like a numb too

since these modules were about

self development and entrepreneurship

self development's module was held on Saturday

I enjoyed this module so much

thanks to the facilitator

I learnt that I need to know a lot of things

around me and the world

well , tbh , I did know

but I don't really bother to know

so I need to change that

final year is approaching me ahead

I need to be damn serious about most things

and for today's module

I learnt about entrepreneurship

I know I lacked a lot in most fields

when I saw my friends presenting about their ideas

I feel that I need to be more innovative and creative

and when it comes to entrepreneurship

I know I have my own interest towards this field

but I know I need to learnt lot

tbh

when I learnt about development of business

way to control the way

way to handle the resources

I know the thoughts of all risks are around

I know there wont be any easy steps to even stand straight

on this arena

but then again 

courage is needed

and this is where I need to develop

I dont fear the least courage that I have

I fear the knowledge that I have

I know how I see things

and I know with what I have

this wont be enough to face things outside fearlessly

though I thought that I am good in my studies

this doesnt mean that I can survive well

isn't it?

isn't this should be a fear that I should be afraid off?

well , tbh

I should put all negative thoughts away

learning could be in so any ways

and I know I can do well 

just in matter of time

that whether I can step out when I face the reality later

do you think I am able to do it?

haha

I know I have to answer this myself

so ...

ganbarimashooooooooo !!! 

^^