There are times ...

there are times

when you feel that you are nothing

there are times 

when you feel that you are everything

everything is depends on you

well , tbh

I did most things that relates to me

well , who wouldn't do the same for themselves ain't it?

what relates to me?

few days ago , I met my friend

someone that I haven't for really a long time

to that one friend

thank you so much for always understanding me

as what happened to you that concerned to me so much

I do take it as something that I should repay back

since you always there by side too

thank you so much

and to this one friend

tbh , I changed a lot

as in , the way I portrayed myself to people

it won't shown up in front of you

because 

how much I hide or change it

I will be myself back 

when I am around someone that I am comfortable with

you are one of that comfortable friend that I am with

that's it

haha

okay , I sounds weird lalalala

sounds funny?

might not be

nvm

why I am saying all these?

some people make me be someone who would pissed them off like really

my sarcasm skills might have increased I guess?

idk

I just , sometimes 

too tired to bare with others problems

that is why

sometimes I don't bother about others at all

unless you are someone thats really close to me

thats matter the most

coz , not much will

with this annoying girl

lmao?

haha

I always need time to brain things

I know I am not good at most field

but with some people

I survive too

ahh , why this sounds so complicated?

and now I wanna scream

OMG

why all these works and submissions

can't finish on their own?

I am so tired doing it

lols

and now I am blabbering like idk

talking things that might sounds rubbish to some

whatever

just

I need to find the times when

I can meet myself back !

> angyeong <

p/s :

and there are times when

you show the other side of you

so people can't recognize what you are trying to hide from them

I still am ... a human