New Year ~ New me? 2014

Hello there

it is almost to 2nd of January when I am writing this post

11.41pm (time at my country)

well people keep on posting what they have gone through in 2013

while I can't think how to summarize them in a picture

( well it is to be exactly posted in instagram i guess)

somehow i actually not sure which is the most precious

and which is not

lols

however I am kinda happy on how I spend or start my new year

well never mind on that though

a secret to myself :P

ouh now I am listening to JYJ - Mission

wanna hear too?

I guess I can put them up here 

wait up

( lol , its like we are having a conversation right? :P )

aite lets continue a bit

people said that time can make people change

so do I

where I think I sense that personally

perhaps it aint that much but ... yeah

so , last year

there were two semesters covered

I kinda lost my trust to some people

well that is normal perhaps

and also

I gained a new 'love'

haha

2013 was also 

a year that I spend a lot on kpop

well honestly

buying merchandises

knowing kpop fans

voting

writing fan fiction

subbing videos

downloading and uploading videos

well , i am happy that i am part of these

it makes me to stay in my world

well not really but perhaps in a good way that i could sense

myself XP

new me?

I might not really like to share what are the serious matters that I have been doing

well usually i am not

serious matter as in ...

"studies , business , bla bla bla"

well if you are close enough

then I could probably tell you

or you know it by yourself

coz it is obviously seen

when you are around me

but yeah

i do think on serious matterS

seriously

lols

i have few wishlists that i am not really list them out

but i have them in my mind

something relating to money , studies and 

how to manage myself to be more organized?

I know I am not working hard enough like how others did

I rather take things lightly

coz burdening my head would seriously makes me look miserable

you havent seen my attitude when I look serious

but it seriously scared me

haha

( i am scared to myself being serious? :P )

thus my way is always different to others

which makes me or more to push me to be alone

a little bit more

for example

when people are busy studying for exam

I can't bare to watch or speak to myself alone

it seriously bored to do so

( been there done that , coz nobody wanna talk to me - because they were studying)

since i do talk a lot

so i cannot stay in silence for a long time

unless needed

I am wishing for a lot more

on being a brand new me

in most matters

please pray for me

that i would be a better person this year

thanks for those who might keep on reading my entries these past few years

i really appreciate it
well I am sorry for not writing much
(as if people would care aite? haha)

all in all
do take care of yourself
love yourself
and appreciate others

1st of January 2014
TVXQ released out their new MV
named Something
do enjoy :)

till then <3