Lies

ain't it actually hard to lie?

don't you think so?

telling lies to others would not only hurt yourself 

but to others too

everyone knows it

you can even search the meaning in the dictionary

epic isn't it?

I heard about lies

a lot 

and it makes me feel sick of it

sick to the extend that I wont put my concern on it

I heard it

the lies

with my own ears

in front of my eyes

I am not a dumb

who would make it hidden from my world

like its a paint that you can throw away

I am not even deaf

who could hide my ears

pretending that I didn't hear whatever that you say

I am not even a robot

who doesn't know how to feel sad about it

but I always say

" let it be , I am use to it "

did you hear my heart screaming?

I have been growing with the lies

and it hurts me no more

but as i grow up

it becomes clearer

and it hurts me once again

I have been living under blindness

I might be created under a shadow

and people would always say that I never appreciate what I have

well did you see the scar that I have?

did you see the tears that I drop off

unable to do anything is my hardest pain

seeing people around me being hurt makes me hurt more

showing a happy side of me

makes me sick

and you know

because of this

I am good at telling lies

thus don't blame me

because I didn't gain it myself

I can't even ignore it

because it wondered around me

since I was born

yeah

its my fault

that's what you want right?

are you happy?